This morning I read my Angel Cards. This is often something I like to do. It clears my head and straightened things out. Occasionally I don't like the outcome, but generally I feel content. The answers given today were the latter. Exercising, creativity, following my heart, water and talking about feelings. A few of these were repeat cards, meaning I really did need to get my butt in gear and follow these cards.
I am currently debating on a change of scenery. I'm halfway through my farm work, but I'm feeling its time to find somewhere new. I feel, again, like I've lost some independence somewhere along the way. I'd like something for me, something new. I'd like a little more income as I can't continue living on what I do now. I'd like a fresh experience, new people, new sights. A change. After all I'm travelling, I'm not supposed to be in one place. The farm work is designed to help you move from place to place. I'm classified as a 'backpacker' and I'm hardly doing any backpacking.
In truth, I've had no need to spread my wings. Having family here to fall back on makes it all to easy to stay in one place, even more so taking a job in the place. But work shoukdnt be keeping me somewhere, I can find work anywhere in the country. Its nothing like at home where there are barely any opportunities. There's plenty of those here and I've been letting them pass me by. But as the say, one door closes and another opens.
Teddy told me ' you're able to explore each door or window that opens til you find something that works for you. Just enjoy the ride and journey'. And once again, teddys words of wisdom are so true. Sometimes doors get closed on you, sometimes you close them yourself but that's because the time has or is coming to open a new one.
I think everyone that experiences this knows how to tell that change is coming. It feels normal, it feels right. Its scary even when its not scary at all.
I know its time, I've had the symptoms and been through the motions. Its time to close this door, head down the corridor and find out what's going on without me behind the next one.
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