Friday, 7 February 2014

Journal 299 - Australia

No matter how difficult something seems at first, there is always an option. Always a direction. You can always come out smiling. If it seems difficult now, just believe that the right thing is on its way. It may not be what you thought, hut sometimes the unexpected is better than what you thought you wanted.

I knew something was coming, a change. I actually thought it was going to land me in the shit, if I'm honest. But its potentially about to do the opposite. I have just been searching for the answer to a question and in the last five minutes I have been given it. Some advice I was given is good, its shaken me up and pushed me onto the path that, at least for the short-term, I needed to be on. I don't have long-term answers yet, bit that's not a problem for now.

Everything seemed out of reach, impossible almost, when I woke up this morning. After I took some time for myself to think, it was clear. Now I can see the future unravelling. I have little time left on the farm and after that I can go to the city, maybe stay there for a little while, make somenoney.

no job should ever hold you back. The same with family, friends, lovers. Being out for yourself is important. I know I say this a lot, but I have to, so I remind myself of it. Otherwise I go off track. I forget to follow ny own advice, so I tell other people, in the hope that I will stop watching the world go by, and instead, will let it sweep me up and flow along with it.

I don't want to hold on to the things I think I want. If those were meant to be, I would have them already. No, instead I want to be shown the things I didn't know I wanted. The suprises that make my days special. I believe the unexpected things tend to mean the most, from an spontaneous night out with friends, to a suprise parcel you didn't know was coming. They're what put a smile on your face all day, that make you thankful.

So, stop searching for what you want, instead take time to look our for things you weren't expecting. You never know what you might get if you begin to stray from your preferences and go left instead of right. Take yourself out of your comfort zone. Your future might just thank you for it.




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