I'm doing it again. Doing what I do all the time. Daydreaming.
Why do I let myself? Thinking the grass is greener when in actual fact I haven't actually finished cutting the lawn I'm currently on.
Like now for example, all morning I have spent my time looking at USA travel visas and road trips. After that I was looking into Dubai, then Thailand. I'm in frigging Australia! I'm doing it all backwards. I've not even seen half of the country and I'm already moving onto different ones. I know the end of the season is near and it's probably just that I'm excited to get off this damn Mountain after being here for four months, but I really should be exploring whats available for me to see a little more locally than planning on jumping on a plane to go millions of miles away.
The thing is I'm surrounded by people who are heading off to Canada/Japan/anywhere that's not this country. And frankly, I'm jealous. That's right. I have travel envy.I want to go to these exciting places. I m totally aware that I'm already in a pretty exciting place. I don't need to be reminded (or maybe I do) that 'at least I'm not in England anymore...' I just want to see and do everything, everywhere all at once.
I'm not sure why I feel its so important to rush everything. I need to learn to enjoy whats happening in the present. I read something on a page earlier, somebody's Bio i think, that just simply said 'Living for tomorrow'. Is that what this is? Is that what I'm doing now? Living for tomorrow? Shouldn't I really be getting today finished up first. Thinking about 'Living for the moment'? That's a much nicer thing to be doing.
Que Life perception altering moment # 2349095. Well probably. I seem to have so many changes in my outlook on life it might as well be. It does keep it interesting though. But it's also frustrating, as you can probably gather from the current ramblings happening in the blog.
So my aim for this afternoon is to start looking into all the exciting things I'll be doing in good old 'Stralia. Because, well that would make more sense right now. Maybe the Great Ocean Road. Or finding some rain-forests. Or the outback? Or maybe just the city where there is some actual civilization and trains, buses, shops (and less likely to have too many snakes and other creepies)!!!
So this is me, very excited for the next adventure, wherever it is. Suggestions welcome - Probably best to make it in the general area of Australia though....
No comments:
Post a Comment