So, it would seem that the season is winding down and coming to the end. Its strange because at present I can't say I'm going to miss it. People are leaving, the snow is diminishing more and more everyday. I'm excited to see and do more things, and not just in Australia. I'm ready to get out and explore the world. I'm ready to live.
Sure I'm missing home. Every day. But I also know that things are happening there without me. And so they should. Nothing should stop being simply because somebody is missing. And nor should I. I shouldn't hold back and end up wishing I'd done it differently. Not for the wrong reasons at least.
I want to take every opportunity and give it everything. There shouldn't be any other way. I want the memories to bring back great feelings everytime I think of them. I've had the ups and downs over the last three months, but I don't want to think of the downsides. Because that's what life is about. Sure, we need the lows to appreciate the highs. It doesn't mean they should dominate and take over though.
Its never too late to make up for it. I mean, I'm happy with the things I've done and all my choices. Ultimately they have set me up for my future. So why should I regret that? Its just time for a change. I've worked hard, now its time to really enjoy it, in a different way. Time to give myself reason to think 'I miss that' . I guess I'm going to bring out the party girl I once knew and show people what I can do, with the people that matter. I have three weeks left and I'm going to make the most of it.
I will no longer be in the background watching the world go by.
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